update:

fruitbasket will be completed in due time...sorry for the delay.
i've been pulling my creative focuses on songwriting at the point, and i've gone toward the indie-rock/almost-punk-or-emo genre...thus facilitating more emotional output, and subjective freedom in my writing, at least i feel that way. song lyrics and poems will be posted soon...thank you for your patience!

falling off
(a mundane morning)
originally written 02.05.03

get up get up!

the alarm is blaring
right in my ear.
seems like no one's staring,
i don't wanna be here.
and when they're staring,
it's not what i think.
seems like no one's caring,
and i'm on the brink

of falling off
the face of the earth.
i'm questioning
my personal worth.
i'm sitting,
all alone in this room
and all i
really want is you.