pathetic girl
originally written 07.15.02

no more fake smiles.
the insincere greetings will no longer affect me.
everywhere i go, genuine sincerity will greet me.
your fakeness is of no concern of me.
it's a shame that it rubbed off onto a good young boy.
a boy who had potential to be a great person...
but now, all i see is tarnish.
pity.
why must everyone be like you in order for you to love them?
why must everyone have to share your opinions?
you're nothing special.
just a girl who finds salvation in peoples' conformity to your standards,
because you think you're an outcast.
i pity you.
sadly more,
you pity yourself.