in [ s e c u r i t y ]
originally written 08.06.02

where do i wanna
be? do i wanna
stay where i know
that love can be
found? or do i wanna
sow my wild oats
and abandon this
security known as
love? i recognize all
the beauty surrounding
me. before, i thought
it as a gift, but now
i realize it is too,
a curse. i do not
wish to forsake my
love, for i know
that sacrificing that
may be sacrificing it
forever. going down
the other road
may lead to disappointment.
my love does not
disappoint. that's
security. i wanna be
in security.