destiny, so distant
originally written 12.27.02

destiny, so distant,
is calling, while thoughts
are brawling, crawling over
eachother, smothered
in themselves, and
they dwell...in this
mental hell.

destiny, so distant...
so far? but so close?
close enough to touch,
but such...too far to reach.
while each dream
could tear at the seams,
can stay sewn tight...
in chaos, everything's alright.

destiny, so distant...
you torture me to soothe me.
lock me in to move me.
you break me to make me.
lose me...then seek me.
let go of me...and you hold me.
deform me...and mold me.

destiny is calling.
i can barely hear you...
and you echo so loudly.