fantasyland
originally written 12.17.02

i'd see perfection,
pretty faces, soft voices.
nothing to regret

i would live my life
the way that i wanted to.
i'd reach for those stars.

from the moon and back
i'd be able to travel.
true love prevails.

there's no more static.
i would cut the dramatics
until i'm on stage.

there'd be no more tears,
i would say goodbye to fear.
things would be all good.

uncertainty's gone.
i'd let go off what i think.
and grasp what i know.

cease incompleteness.
i will then strive to be whole.
seek out warmth, not cold.