you lost me
originally written 05.21.03

i think that you lost me
about a few months back
when i was knocked off track
by these self-depricating
thoughts that seem to have
caught me off-guard...
it's gotten hard, this journey
where i've been yearning
some understanding from you...
seems like you'll never
see it through.
will you ever find me
back where you lost me?
you have no idea how much
this has cost me.
am i even somewhere that
i can be found?
will i continue to scream
and produce no sound?